Half Banana

Yeah very well, i create the most funnest name ever!i just don't want a conservative name that's all...Ok, let me explain why i create such doggy name.

Banana describe a person who has Chinese out looking but has a white-culture identity.These few days i just feel like I'm so out of community. i will say maybe i am a bit anti-social.

Think about it.... a international Chinese student who comes from Taiwan, lives in Australia for 4 years, not a Australia citizen, who does not belong to the white-community and not a 100% Taiwanese. Im living with a Australian family, I'm also been influenced by Aussie culture alot, i agree my English is pretty average (unless i can speak,spell and understand the word "English") but i still got a feeling that i can't fit in the whole white socity.
Then here are the questions that comes after being a international student, such as where Do i belong to? and do i marry a Chinese or other nationalities?
I used to think i probably can be a banana, unless a person who speak 100% english, not being separate apart, belonging to no where. if thats the case I probably don't need to feel left out by one particular place or stuck between two different identities and cultures.