Im a victim of facebook

For some reason i joining the internet program "FaceBook", i have to admit that i am obsessed with this internet program and obviously become a money maker for Mark Zuckerberg. i just realized how much time i spend on this thing and how how much i been affect by today's technology.
surprise me, i didn't know i can be drag by such unrealistic program, i mean...aren't the things that they create are all fake? but...still... I'd constantly apply those unreal application on my facebook such as water fight and throwing those water balls on other people's wall that won't even blow up and make them wet, or i will send those Christmas present that i can't even offered the price, and most funnest, i have a squirrel as my pet! people like to come around and give him pat by clicking a bottom! what is this all about?!

I remember i used to laugh about my sister playing those online games. Now i feel like i become one of those people that i used to laugh of all the time, i thought i will never put myself into these unrealistic stuffs, things that i thought i will never like and get obsessed with...but facebook just makes me want more...

Then i realized i just put myself in those situation i most don't wanna to be, like checking my friend list and compare with other people see how popular i am and how many people i know. Or go on my web page and see if there is any people write on my well or send me a Christmas present, but all of these, are the things that i been trying to do for the past few months...

So i have to make a conclusion that no one can get away from these things! In fact, Internet and false human lives are really dig down to our real world and our mind and the true is we all become the victim of our own creation. Well unless i am, and you?

Half Banana

Yeah very well, i create the most funnest name ever!i just don't want a conservative name that's all...Ok, let me explain why i create such doggy name.

Banana describe a person who has Chinese out looking but has a white-culture identity.These few days i just feel like I'm so out of community. i will say maybe i am a bit anti-social.

Think about it.... a international Chinese student who comes from Taiwan, lives in Australia for 4 years, not a Australia citizen, who does not belong to the white-community and not a 100% Taiwanese. Im living with a Australian family, I'm also been influenced by Aussie culture alot, i agree my English is pretty average (unless i can speak,spell and understand the word "English") but i still got a feeling that i can't fit in the whole white socity.
Then here are the questions that comes after being a international student, such as where Do i belong to? and do i marry a Chinese or other nationalities?
I used to think i probably can be a banana, unless a person who speak 100% english, not being separate apart, belonging to no where. if thats the case I probably don't need to feel left out by one particular place or stuck between two different identities and cultures.